Wednesday, 02 December 2009

Tuesday, 01 December 2009

Monday, 30 November 2009

Sunday, 29 November 2009

Wednesday, 25 November 2009

  • Loneliness, Success and Gravity

    Honestly, i just didn't want to be alone today after my paper.
    Neither did i want to spend much money and do much activities.
    So I spent the rest of the day with Caleb.
    Thank you for letting me hang out at your room. =]

    Following James' advise,
    I made an effort to enjoy my exam(On the claim that i paid good money on it).
    I was able to enjoy my Probability and Statistics Paper by divorcing the negative outcomes that comes with it.
    There will definitely be mistakes.
    There will definitely be people doing better than me.
    These are some of the elements i realized i can't control
    of which has made me quite bitter ever since i started to excel(Excelling comes with a price).
    Success brought expectations
    and arrogance into what i am.
    It makes me bitter when i lose,
    it makes me worry when i don't know something that someone knows
    and most destructive of all,
    it makes me want to be superior over people i love.

    I was pretty exhausted when i reached the house gate.
    Just like any other time, i raised my head to look into the sky.
    Tonight, the sky was especially clear and the stars was especially bright.
    I couldn't help but exclaim in my head
    "I love you Lord" =]

    I am Emo-ing to this song.
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1hU3ITj2Ams


Saturday, 21 November 2009

  • Saturday Morning

    I looked at my notes on Statistics.
    And i thought:
    "Damn. Don't you know that today is the sabbath? Go and take a break"
    Oh well.
    There is SOME truth in that claim.
    And they offered me cookies(imaginary ones)

    PS: Xmas is coming. So i decided to put this snowman theme on the blog.
    Such a cold smile.(Pun intended)
    It does look like an oreos smile.

Friday, 20 November 2009

Wednesday, 18 November 2009

Saturday, 07 November 2009

  • 1 John quotes

    "If the readers are to have fellowship with the Father and with the Son (v.3), they must understand what makes this possible. They must know who God is in himself and, consequently, who they are in themselves as creatures of God. So the author first describes the moral character of God in terms of light (v. 5) and then goes on to deny three claims made by those who falsely boast of their knowledge and fellowship with God. The false positions are (1) moral behavior is a matter of indifference in one's relationship to God (v. 6); (2) immoral conduct does not issue in sin for one who knows God (v. 8); and (3) the knowledge of God removes sin as even a possibility in the life of the believer (v. 10). True 'tests' or evidence of fellowship with God or walking in the light are (1) fellowship with one another (v. 7), with subsequent cleansing by the blood of Christ; (2) confession of sin, (v. 9) which brings both forgiveness and cleansing; and (3) trusting that if we sin we have Jesus Christ as an advocate and sacrifice for our sins (2:2)."
    Barker, p. 309.

    "By contrast, to 'walk in darkness' (verse 6) is to hide from
    God and to refuse to acknowledge what we know about
    Him."
    Idem, The Epistles . .  pp. 60-61.

    "To know God was not merely to know Him as the
    philosopher knows Him; it was to know Him as a friend
    knows Him. In Hebrew the word to know is used of the
    relationship between husband and of [sic] wife, and
    especially of the sexual act, the most intimate of all
    relationships (cp. Genesis 4:1)."
    Barclay, p. 64.

    "In other words, to 'know' God is not a matter of correct
    thought-processes, but of a genuine spiritual relationship.
    The knowledge of God, and fellowship with him, are
    complementary aspects of Christian experience."
    Smalley, p. 45.

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